All those people.

If i could, I'd like to start my life over again, and this time know what I should and shouldn't do. But then again no ones perfect hey, so why the hell am I all devo like this all the time? I've lost some pretty special people in my life, and sometimes for the most pathetic reasons, and I often question myself as to why this has occured? Is it something that i do? Do I push people away, or do they simply find me too boring to deal with? I don't know why but even in situations where I haven't done anything wrong, I feel partially responsible, and for what reason, I do not know?

To that girl that was there and now it's all complicated, you were seriously my sunshine, you pulled me through and I pulled you through, and I thought I didn't deserve you, and now you think you don't deserve me. It's peculiar how things end up in the end, you plan things and you dream, but in reality two wrongs don't make a right. We're two different beings, but despite everything, I have faith that one day we will be back together in harmony and continue with the plans we made. Just right now let me live my life and i'll let you live yours the way we want to. I'm always here for you whenever you need me, your my beb and my silly. I just need space, I'm confused.

To my darling girl with perfect blue eyes and a personality so a like to me that we just never have fights. You could say we're like two guys who don't hold any grudges against each other. Hopefully move in one day with this little lady. She's so chilled out about life yet so deep and meaningful at the same time. I completely respect her individuality and her need for space, and she respects my emotional and weird sense of being. We just fit so perfectly. I love you and need you in my life. You're my absolute light at the end of a dark tunnel.

To my beautiful friend who's incredibly talented at music and probably the funniest and chilla guy you will ever meet. I miss you and your friendship so much. I also miss taking those 'awesome' photos in my room that one time. What ever happened to us? How could friends like that just end? It honestly breaks my heart. I wish we still had those days where we skyped for 5 hours continuously. Even if we weren't talking, we just skyped, and it was fun and we did crap all day. I tried so hard that time to do your Album cover, and was completely devastated when your friend did a much better one and you used that one:( hhaha I was fine in the end, you were too special. I miss you and your love for spongebob :(