for a minute, i lost myself

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ali is my angel. (thanks for the post below, we are defs going there asap!)
and above, very good band called Sonic Youth. I'd advise you all to listen.

LETS ESCAPE to another world

Beautiful Elena. This is what we need…this is where we need to go.


Bali, this is my home, my love. I fell into a state of utter euphoria here, this place is heaven.








A place to forget about everything and worry about nothing. I want to live here one day  wake up, go for a surf and ride a bike to the local fruit market.

we need a place like this, to clear our heads and forget boys, troubles and so much unnecessary worry.

I find my happiness when we hang out and you’re smiling. forgetting about all that unnecessary shit blocking up that crazy head of yours.

Think of this place, that sits on top of a hill in the local village of balangan, to look out onto the amazing view seen above (the beach).

That place has our name on it, lets fly away.

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I believe in anything, that brings you back home to me.

young and free in the sun.

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Screw this.

All those people.

If i could, I'd like to start my life over again, and this time know what I should and shouldn't do. But then again no ones perfect hey, so why the hell am I all devo like this all the time? I've lost some pretty special people in my life, and sometimes for the most pathetic reasons, and I often question myself as to why this has occured? Is it something that i do? Do I push people away, or do they simply find me too boring to deal with? I don't know why but even in situations where I haven't done anything wrong, I feel partially responsible, and for what reason, I do not know?

To that girl that was there and now it's all complicated, you were seriously my sunshine, you pulled me through and I pulled you through, and I thought I didn't deserve you, and now you think you don't deserve me. It's peculiar how things end up in the end, you plan things and you dream, but in reality two wrongs don't make a right. We're two different beings, but despite everything, I have faith that one day we will be back together in harmony and continue with the plans we made. Just right now let me live my life and i'll let you live yours the way we want to. I'm always here for you whenever you need me, your my beb and my silly. I just need space, I'm confused.

To my darling girl with perfect blue eyes and a personality so a like to me that we just never have fights. You could say we're like two guys who don't hold any grudges against each other. Hopefully move in one day with this little lady. She's so chilled out about life yet so deep and meaningful at the same time. I completely respect her individuality and her need for space, and she respects my emotional and weird sense of being. We just fit so perfectly. I love you and need you in my life. You're my absolute light at the end of a dark tunnel.

To my beautiful friend who's incredibly talented at music and probably the funniest and chilla guy you will ever meet. I miss you and your friendship so much. I also miss taking those 'awesome' photos in my room that one time. What ever happened to us? How could friends like that just end? It honestly breaks my heart. I wish we still had those days where we skyped for 5 hours continuously. Even if we weren't talking, we just skyped, and it was fun and we did crap all day. I tried so hard that time to do your Album cover, and was completely devastated when your friend did a much better one and you used that one:( hhaha I was fine in the end, you were too special. I miss you and your love for spongebob :(

where you'll find me, where we'll shine

tfs

close your eyes, it's comfortable

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people try and hide the night underneath the covers

i want this.

Climbed from my bed, to collect the thoughts that'd fallen from my head,
And you watched me sink, through the carpet, through the basement, and beyond.
And you didn't blink. 

so happy

cobrasnake

xx

Well I've been dragged all over the place
I've taken hits time just don't erase
And baby I can see you've been fucked with too
But that don't mean your loving days are through
Cause people will say all kinds of things
But that don't mean a damn to me
Cause all I see is what's in front of me
And that's you

to me, you are perfect

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The world is sleeping and I am numb

I was just going through some old vapds from school, which are just art books in which we put our art crap into and document ideas etc. My year ten one is completely filled with lyrics. Every single drawing or image that was put into the book i had a lyric from a song for each. Insane. I even remember wasting all that time. haha crazy

and i'll love you forever. the way it should be

no idea what to post, so just chose bob dylan.

I can't get to sleep, yet i feel so tired. I cannot wait till this week is over.

It feels like days never end anymore.

We got the handshake under our tongue

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Ransom notes keep falling out of your mouth. Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cutouts. Speak no feeling, no, I don't believe you. You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.


Hide and Seek.

Lonely boy, gazing on the afternoon.

lesmoking

Exogenesis: Symphony Part III (Repemption) Muse

and if you love me, you will notice me here

ali and myself.

Pretty pissed off at the moment. Some people just suck at taking hints.

I'm at work all day today so expect more pointless blog posts while i procrastinate. I'm babysitting tonight these two beautiful boys. The youngest one is in love with MJ, and has watched so many youtube videos that he can fully dance like MJ; hips, beat, hat, feet and all. It's so awesome.

I have no answers; I’m rambling.

I was never one to solve whatever has gone wrong.

Cobrasnake


 graves and infinite yards Electric President

The Big Picture

The picture is far too big to look at kid. Your eyes won't open wide enough and you are constantly surrounded by that swirling stream of what is and what was. Well, we've all made our predictions but the truth still isn't out. So if you want to see the future, go stare into a cloud. And keep trying to find your way out of that maze of memories. It all sort of looks familiar, until you get up close and then it's different, clearly. But each time you turn a corner, you're right back where you were and your only hope is that forgetting might make a door appear. Well is it your fear of being buried that makes you so afraid to speak? An avalanche of opinions like the one that fell that I'm now underneath. It was my voice that moved the first rock, and I would do it all again. So I mean, it's cool if you keep quiet, but I like singing here. So I'll be holding my note and stomping and strumming and feeling, so very lucky. And there is nothing I know except that this lifetime is just one moment and wishing will just leave me empty. So you can try and live in darkness but you will never shake the light. It will greet you every morning and make you more aware with its absence at night, when you are wrapped up in your blankets baby, that comfortable cocoon. But I have seen the day of your awakening boy, and it's coming soon. So go ahead and loose yourself in liquor, and you can praise the clouded mind, but it isn't what you're thinking - no - it's the course of history, your position in line. You're just a piece of the puzzle, so I think you'd better find your place. And don't go blaming your knowledge on some fruit you ate! 'Cause there's been a great deal of discussion, yes, about the properties of man. Animal or angel? You were carved from bone, but your heart it's just sand, and the wind is gonna to scatter it and cover everything with love. So if it makes you happy, then keep kneeling Mama, but I am standing up. Because this veil it has been lifted, yes. My eyes are wet with clarity. I have been a witness to such wonders. Oh, I've searched for them all across this country but I think I'll be returning now to the town where I was born. And I understand you must keep moving friend, but I am heading home. I'm gonna follow the road, and let the scenery sweeping by easily enter my body. Now I'll send you all this message in code, under ground, over mountains, through forests, and deserts and cities. All across the electric wire, it's a baited line. The hook is in deep boys, there is no more time. So you can struggle in the water and be too stubborn to die, or you could just let go and be lifted to the sky.

Bright Eyes

thanks, can i follow you?

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laaav annn durrrr

lav·en·der    (lāv'ən-dər)    
n.  

1. 1. Any of various aromatic Old World plants of the genusLavandula, especially L. angustifolia, having clusters of small purplish flowers that yield an oil used in perfumery.
   2. The fragrant dried leaves, stems, and flowers of this plant.
2. A pale to light purple to very light or very pale violet.

[Middle English lavendre, from Anglo-Norman, from Medieval Latinlivendula, lavendula, perhaps from Latin līvidus, bluish; see livid.]
lav'en·der adj.

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pleeeaase, take a step back from me

Why is everything so screwed up?????? Why does every single little good thing in my life always end up turning into something bad? I just can't comprehend it.

Banksy

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so lets get a little closer now

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Boy, I like you

springspringspring

TOPSHOP :)
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1956 Jaguar XK120

I want his car.

That is all.

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yeh i was a fool to let you go

I honestly hate it how you are able to do so many things at one moment, and when you look back on it you don't realise how you actually were capable of doing it and were the inspiration came from. I know it sounds crazy but i have experienced it so many times.

Maybe I'm just going crazy?????? 

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