A Genii made me out of the earth's skin, but in spite of her she is my birth kin, she spits me out in her surly blood rivers

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the great salt lake

Lookbook: FairyStories

This boy is so sexy.

Lookbook: MoneyHoney

My mind is blank, oh if only you could feel what I'm feeling

unknown source.

They don’t love you like I love you.....

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Ellery and Karla Spetic

You want me,

well fucking come and find me.
I'll be waiting, with a gun and a pack of sandwiches and nothing, nothing, nothing.
Nothing. 

ffffound!

somethings filled up my heart with nothing

I guess we'll just have to adjust.

Wake up Arcade Fire

It's all so easy on your own

The Museum of Contemporary Art's 30th Anniversary Gala

Atlanta de Cadenet Taylor and Mark Hunter, a.k.a. the Cobrasnake.

Gavin Rossdale with Gwen Stefani.

Lykke Li and Nathan Brown.

Lady Gaga performing.

Dancers from the Bolshoi Ballet, in Prada.

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love like a sunset part two

I hate those sudden movements in life where at one point you feel like you have the world in your hands, and in the next split second you loose it all and feel like you are falling and you have nothing to grab onto. Its not like anything always happens in order for a person to experience this, it's like it occurs out of no where to make them feel like fucking shit. I mean, what's the point? It's just some idiotic reason to feel sorry for yourself, and yeah, it works splendidly.
Not everything happens for a reason, but most things do. I'm too much of an over-analytical freak to even consider just cruising over the surface of things, and turn a blind eye to the other possibilities. I need to dig deep and scroll through all the emotional elements, and completely disregard any positive thoughts.
I mean we don't all suffer from psychosis, we all can't deal with everything as well as some can. We can't push issues away so easily. But seriously, it's reality, all of us experience these shit traumatic misfortunes, in many variously different situations. Some just cope better than others.
I hate this.

Running away from the shadows themselves

ffffound!

And even if you could see through my eyes

don't knowwwww

Im just sad, okay?

  I just need you to be okay with that.  I'll figure it out.

When eyes can't look at you any other way

unknown.

Floating. Counting clouds. They're slowly fading. Blending in with cardboard skies.

ffffound!

farewell my, black balloon

I think they're after what's inside my head

Jackson Eaton - Were Never Married

catastrophe and the cure

tfs

and I saw you, and of course, it all came rushing back way worse than it was before.
But I think I'm actually ok; maybe I've finally realized what I should do for myself rather than wait around for the unknown to seize up, take control of my instability, and throw me on a lower ground than I was before. I really don't need that in my life. The only thing I need to do is the mature thing by taking a step forward, and waking up to reality, and I think I have already done that :)

and perhaps i'll simply never sleep again.

don't remember the source

I'm not living, i'm just killing time.

i sat in the cupboard and wrote it down in neat. They were cheering and waving, cheering and waving, twitching and salivating like with myxomatosis. But it got edited, fucked up, strangled, beaten up. Used as a photo in Time magazine. buried in a burning black hole in Devon.
I don't know why i feel so tongue-tied.

you're so close, close to me

adrift in space, or whatever

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